well last night before i went to bed...a friend called and told me one of my best friends may have been killed in a car accident in all this wintery storm...

life is soo crazy...seems like every 6 months to a year someone i know is getting killed or dies somehow...it seems as though death follows me...like its on the heel of my feet...but just wont touch me...seems like god keeps me in his safe keeping...but does that mean he isnt doing that for others? or does that just mean i still have something to do in this life?...i donno...

she and i have been friends for a long time...it really pains me to even think that she may be dead...its sooo crazy because i was just talking about her the other day to "dad"...about how mad she mad me when trying to tell me "what kinda man I NEED!...but you know thats her...and we are so in sync lol that she was actually right..and what she said made me think...

well here was the somewhat story...there were people in the car...two females...one dead and one in critical condition...but they wont release the name until they have verified "next of kin"...KIN??...well her mother died a couple of years ago...and she and her father dont talk...i only remembered his name because she told me once...and mainly because its the same as my uncle's name...spencer...well...life is stinking right now...smelling like a rotten egg...but i just have to keep praying that everything will be okay....can i pray that the "one female dead" isnt her...but you gotta believe that the other girls family is praying that its not their child...i dont know..how can you pray for death for someone else and life for the other...its just mean...i guess last night my prayer was that everything be okay...that whatever God's will is..that its just okay...because if it were two females in the car i mostly likely know who the other was...damn...

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