Tuesday, February 15, 2005

dream...

man last night i had a craaaaazzzy dream...okay here goes

i was outside of my moms job (joke!) waiting for her to get off work...me and kpp were picking her up (joke! cause i hate to drive)...but anywho...i saw my ex friends mom waiting too....so i try not to look at her...in hopes that she wouldnt see me...well of course that shit never works...so she saw me...and waved to me...well i thought she would come over and try to be tough or something...(seems like all the short people i know act soo tough...so i assumed she would do the same lol)....well she came over...looked in the car for kpp...and commented on how big he has gotten...and then we started to talk...about nothing really...then of course...i say..how is my ex friend...and she says...oh she is doing good...and then told me to call her...she gives me the number and i just look at the piece of paper and give it back to her...i proceed to tell her..how me calling her wouldnt be a good idea....well the mom asked me why we arent friends anymore...and wow...the answer i give in my dream...when i think about it...is the real reason...i dont think ive ever told her this reason...well who really cares now...but man...i just simply explain it to her mom...and her mom gets it...said yeah she knows thats her daughter....well somehow in the conversation i started getting upset lol...i cant really remember why...but i just remember my hands moving erratically lol...and saying..."DO YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND...IF NOT ILL SAY IT AGAIN!" HAHAHAH (thats soo not me lol...i would be too scared someone would punch me lol)...but the mom just backed off and said okay she really gets it now...and if i ever needed to talk to call her...she gave me her number on a piece of the same paper...and i again looked at it...and gave it back...again i told her how it wouldnt be a good idea for me to call...because ummmm YOU ARE HER MOTHER LOL....but she just looked at kpp again...said he was a cutie (awww...even in my dreams people think he's a doll!)...and she just got back into her car to wait for whomever she was waiting for...well i got back into this car...and just waited....well well well...now this part is kinda blurry...but this is what happened next...

im sitting in the car...i see my mother coming out...and all of a sudden...someone knocks on my window...i look up and its the ex girlfriend...im like hi...but i dont roll my window down...i just sit there...looking at my mom...praying she would hurry up...(damn thats crazy)...then my mom gets closer and closer...and the ex friend is still standing there...and i say "hi" (in my fake signature voice!) again...she starts to say something...when my mom comes to the door...well my mom has meet her...so my mom says "hi" (in her i know the story voice lol)....once my mom is in the car...i tell her im going to say hi to my friend and talk for a minute for her to watch the baby...she says okay...

well i step out of the car...and we just chit chat...talk about nothing really...and she goes to hug me and i just freeze up...i dont know why i do this but i did...and she looked at me...and asked what was wrong...i just look at her...and say "bye" and get in the car...i pull away...and in my rearview mirror...i see her getting into her moms car...i guess she was the person her mom failed to tell me she was waiting for lol....so me and my mom ride off...with kpp in back....

so my mom looks at me and says...what was that about...and i tell her...like how me and friend used to be friends...and now we arent..and she starts to ask allllll kinds of questions...we talk or a while...going god only knows where...but im driving...and driving and driving...

thats it...the dream was weird...my actions were really weird...and all parties...they all looked weird...her mom had this red hair (i think that comes from going in the grocery store on sunday night and seeing the check out girl with fire red hair lol).....my mom was all dressed up lol (something she used to do all the time...but now says it's a pain to get all made up lol)...kpps hair was cut! (but in the dream everyone just mentioned it but i never saw his hair...i always looked in his eyes not at his hair....i guess that comes from everyone asking me when will i get his hair cut...and my reply being...i donno..in a couple of months...but wow i couldnt see him with short hair lol)....and then my ex friend...she had this long curly hair lol like reallllly pretty hair...like the kind i dream of lol....(where the hell that came from I HAVE NOOO IDEA...maybe from looking at this model on tv last night lol who the hell knows...then my exfriend had on high heels! ummmmm noooo!!! unless she has done a 360 i could never see her in some high heels....but again i think that comes from that model i saw on tv last night lol...then when she went to hug me she smelled like my exboyfriend's mother lol...she always wears "RED" the perfume...thats her signature scent..and whenever i smell it on anyone..that makes me think of her....awww...thats sweet..my "other mom"...lol im goofy....so wow that dream was weird....and man the reason i gave her mom was soo true...i think when i realized we couldnt be friends anymore was when i saw this in her...its crazy...i cant wait til its a decent hour so i can call someone to tell them about the dream...none of my friends get are up at 730! lol...

okay have a great day...i need to get ready for work!

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