Monday, April 04, 2005

a birthday party??

okay question?? should i go??

a friend asked me to come to their birthday party...turning 30..so its a big deal...buuuut...i donno...

well see the friend has invited people i would loooooove to meet!! lol but on the other hand they have invited folks i wouldnt want to be in the same room with...

okay you say...go!...its the 30th birthday party of your good friend!...ITS THEIR DAY!...

but then on the other hand...i hate feeling uncomfortable...folks looking at me lol...(well okay not all the time...but i hate when chicks are staring because of some weird reason...)...

okay..then again...who says the world revolves around me?? lolololol!!! (i think it does)...these people will be at this party to have a good time...to share in a great occasion! lol...

so okay...should i go??

ok to give you alittle background on this person....we once had a weird relationship...wasnt the kind of relationship most have...but it was weird to me...we would go places and do things..but you would never know we were "dating"....i didnt really get too close to the family because...well you know how that all turns out..okay so now this is my dilemma...ex's will be there...and because evvvverrrryooonee knows about me and this friend...they know that this friend loves me...like is actively in love with me...so okay...with that said...ex's will be there (or did i already say that lol)....will these people be looking at me? or will they just be having fun! lol...man i wish i didnt think the world revolved around me but then again...MY WORLD...revolves around me...

okay whatever...should i go??

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