...i feel better...i got the new jill scott cd...nice verry verry verry nice...i love her...some really good songs that makes me think about my past and my present...just how everything you do comes back to you...and that karma is real...and in relationships we all have to remember that we should treat the other person how we truely want to be treated...because usually the next relationship it will defintely come back to you!!!! im living proof lol...

well my weekend was okay...

friday...
after i left work i was soo tired and sick...i went home and took me a loooong nap...then got up sick as a freaking dog and went to olive garden...it was soo funny because im sitting at the table wishing i was laying in bed...wishing my nose would just turn itself off...but i went home and took some medicine and went to bed..the son was soo good...he just went to sleep..its like he knows when i dont feel good...because at those times he is the best son eeeverrr!!!

saturday...
i told myself to GET UP...i have to go to work today...i came in...did what i had to do and then got ready to go....
finally kpp got to see uncle dusty and brandon....so that was cool...
finally went home and chilled out...

sunday...
nothing nothing nothing at all...watched the bengals loose...of course...watch the steelers wiiin...so that was really cool...and deon sanders...ummm i didnt see him on the ravens team lol...opps..the son went with dad to watch the bengals...i had to put some orange on him lol...he was ready...i need to buy him a team jersey...so he is a good fan lol...

okay today...im bored...work has become really boring...i dont have much work to do...so i just sit here and look on myebay...blogger...listen to music...find new artist...listen to this jill scott...and this kayne west...when i first heard it...i didnt like it too much...but now im listening today...and its kinda cool...cant hate on him anymore....

maaaaaannn i dont feel well at all...yesterday it was kpp now its me...i just want to crawl back in bed and go to sleep...but of course i cant...had to get up this morning and earn a living...so needless to say im here at work...

i hope this weekend is semi-restful...i have to work tomorrow...for a couple of hours...but other than that i have nothing to do...hopefully i can fight this cold and win...and get some much needed rest...

okay back to work...

oh yyyeeeppppppeeee the vicepresident is in town...im sooo excited...YEAH RIGHT..all it does it cause a huge traffic jam...for what? for him to lie about what he and the president want to do for the next four years...wooooowww...lies lies lies....i cant stand it...it makes me soo sick...lol wow...i went off...oh well...im not voting for them...if it was a monkey running against gwb i would vote for the monkey...shit it is a monkey running lol and guess who im voting for lol....

KERRY....THE MONKEY...HE IS A CLASS ACT AS WELL..THEY ALL LIE...BUT HEY IM VOTING FOR THE LESSER OF THE TWO EVILS!!! RICH BASTARD!!!

we arent feeling well today...it was the rain yesterday...waiting for the bus we got rained on...i felt really bad when i dropped him off at the daycare today...he started to cry...when i got halfway to work i thought about going back to get him...i hate it when he doesnt feel well..yeah he keeps me up but i dont mind...he is a good boy and i just always want him to be happy and feeling 100%...the ladies on the job said i 'over' love him...but what does that mean really...he is my flesh and blood and i want the very very very best for him...and i loove to look at his little smiling face lol....check him out...i cant wait to pick him up from school today...i hope he is feeling better...



ps he looks really cute today in his blue overalls with his little stripped izod lacoste...EBAYMOMMIE :)...

see i have this home computer problem...I FORGOT MY PASSWORD!!!! I CANT STAND IT...i cant access MYYYY INTERNET...so i have to do other things when i get home...like do laundry lol...wash dishes...be a good mommie lol..you know play with kpp and crawl around on the floor til he gets tired of me...you know mommie/domestic stuff...unless i go to the park or hang with friends...well today...i have nothing to do...and a closet full of mine and kpps laundry...so huummmm?? what should i do lol...i think ill do the laundry and work on his scrapbook at the same time...maybe he will allow me to do that....if not...at least we'll have clean clothes tomorrow :)

well another day without my computer...my luuvely luuvely computer...i cant stand it...

something was wrong with the blogger today...but this was my entry at 830am this morning....

Its raining outside and im just getting to work...sometimes i luuve the rain..and last night was one of those times...i woke up a couple of times and just listened to the rain and the felt the breeze from the window...it was nice...as kpp lay in his bed i was just trying to figure out what ill do with my life...how will i make a great life for him...he makes me sooo happy and i just want to do the same for him...do the best i know how to make a good life for him...he is such a good boy...

Today is friday...im kinda happy i get a three day weekend that i know will fly by...taking the baby to see my family this weekend...hopefully that will be a good time...

:)

WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SOO MUCH DRAMA?? PLLEEASE LET ME KNOW....DAMN I CANT STAND IT...

so im talking to a freind today on the phone...and i was given the chance to ask her anything i wanted...well i couldnt come up with a question....well i have plenty of questions...but she does this pause thing...and i hate it...it always seems like she is lying about something...maybe its just me...or maybe she is lying...whoooooooo knooows...

she says me...but you know what...ITS NOT!!! SHE IS CRAZY!!! LOL

mmmaaaaannn i love this kiiid!!! i remember when i said i cant wait til he is crawling..well he is crawling now...he is such a delightful kid...even when he is screaming he is sweet lol...only words a mother could say....i love him sooo much...he is the best thing that has happened to my life in a looooooonnng timmmeee!!! i love him dearly...

i was asked by a co-worker, Natalie, could i have more children...i donno...im not married right now...so i wouldnt have anymore at this point...but then i donno...would i have more if i were married...i still cant say...i love him more than life itself...he is this amazing person who i lavish alll of my love on...yeah i guess i could have more..once he was too big for hugs lol...or too big for my loving...or do i have enough love in me to love another child just the same as i love him...i donno...something to really think about...wow...

Well I have this thing...it can be a good thing some days and a bad thing other days...but i never know how it will be...well today the thing seems okay...i think i should go to the doctor for this thing...maybe get more medicine for the thing..hopefully the medicine will make it clear up....this thing i have is a craaaazy thing...i dont know what to about my little thing...i just need someone to help me with my thing...but if i tell someone about this thing...they will look at the thing...smell the thing...love the thing...maybe even want a bit of the thing...so hopefully if i show someone they wont make me feel weird about the thing....man this thing i have...its making me crazy...but man gotta love the thing... :)