im counting down to the very last minute!!! im beginning to hate everything again...i just really need a short vacation...so this weekend im taking one...going about 2 hours away for alittle r&r and catching up with old friends...who i consider family...so this should be really fun...the baby can play and have a good time..going from one lap to another...crawling and partying....man i cant wait...

i havent seen them in soo long...seems like a year but i saw them in may...wow the boy is 8 months 9 in a two weeks...time is flying by....

it seems like i have a good day at work mentally..and then when i get home everything goes down hill...i just need some time away and some time alone...tonight the boy is going with dad..i will be able to take a long bath...wash my hair...and get everything ready....man if you think im talking about this trip alot...i am lol because im sooo ready to get out of dodge!!!!