coming to an end..

wow...ive been feeling like this thing i have going on is slowly coming to an end...

i just feel like i need to say something...i donno if me saying something will change anything...will it change our relationship??...will it make it worst? or make things better??...i donno...

I KNOW I KNOW...IM ALWAYS SOO VAGUE ABOUT THINGS ON MY BLOG...

well okay....back to what i was saying...i want to say something to "this person" but i dont know how it will be taken...will it be too much for them...i donno...i wanted to say it the other night..but i was scared....lately ive been feeling alone...i know i shouldnt feel so alone..but i do...

will i have the courage to speak?? i donno..i hope so...tonight is the night...

the worst that can happen is that i go to bed feeling reaalllly bad lol oh well...but on the other hand...they will think the same...and i will go to bed with this weight (not that its a bad weight lol) lifted off my shoulders!!!!

night :)

ps...ill tell you how it went in the morning!!