my great weekend!

awww i had the best weekend!!!

like i felt sooo good...just the atmosphere...not having to worry about anything..laughing...it was really nice...

thanks to pops, lee, jay, and especially jb...

jb is sooo good to me...always has been...

we went to see fantastic four on friday and did some shopping at easton mall...( in columbus)

then went to pops house and chilled out...pops talks sooo loud...its soo hilarious...jb says its because he cant hear...i just think he has a big mouth on top of not being able to hear lol...

its weird i was telling jb last night...that i felt really weird being around him...like how we were..it was nice...

i donno what happened over the weekend but something happened...i feel different...happier...and i donno...im kinda scared...and im kinda at the point where i want a change...i need a change..i need that soul changing thing.....but i want it all to be right...i have to be patient....

i want everything to be right this time.....i just cant do things like i used to...i cant just pop up and make major decisions in minutes...like i used to..i have kpp now...and he is the life of the party...so if things arent good by him...they arent good...

ooooooooooooh man!! my weekend was sooo damn good...man i donno what to think about it all...im alittle scared really...the things that happened...im scared...i want to say something about it...i want to say how i feel...but i wont...i will just sit back and wait til the time is right...until its time to say it....

its funny because i dont even think he felt me when i tapped on his hand lol...i wonder if he did...lol :)