oh yeah my cousin

oh yeah my cousin she is soo precious to me...we kinda sorta grew up together...and i love her as if she were my little sister...im sooo happy for her!! she seems to be happy...she seems to have found a guy that loves her just for the person she is...and i really want to meet this ummm "jack"...bear is what she said they call him...awww i love her soo much...i should probably send her a link to my page so she can see how much i love her lol...but she was just telling me she'd read somewhere that she should marry for stability...i think i should marry someone because they love me...i think i give others stability...i told her i would be the kinda women who went to work while my husband stayed home lol..and everyone but ME would have something bad to say about it...i just always feel like i need too much...too much to ask for...so i never do...and then on the other hand...i feel like when i find a person i can ask for things...i go overboard...who knows when it will all end...who knows when that one and only person will come around...to love me just how i need to be loved...and when things go bad or sad...i stick it out...i find myself always running...and im done...i wont run anymore...i will stick it out...but then again if i keep running..maybe ill run into 'you'...and you will knock me right off my feet...or then again...if i keep running...ill run right pass 'you' so lol who knows...