congratulations...

so one time my friend said that blogging was simply...complacency....narcissism...you know two not so common words for the more common word of conceit!.....

do you think thats true?

i guess when you look at it...honestly....we are all a little conceited...We all want to talk about ourselves...we all love ourselves in our own special way(whether that be self-loathing or delightful)...we all want to be accepted and recognized for what we know or how we look or what we did...or even what we didnt do for that matter....we all want to leave our mark on society and in history in some way...enormous or insignificant lol...(as you can see im using bigger words every since i saw corey...i couldve just said...big or small lol)

so is blogging how we, the 20 somethings...me being closer to the => 30 somethings...is this how we do it?? by bloggin?.....

over the last month...ive read blogs of friends who swore way back when...when i made my first website grandstanding on the fact that i was who i was!...my site was impregnated with beautiful pictures of me and my world, countless pieces of my very own mythological poetry (well what i thought to be anyway lol).....and enough stories of my life that would fill a small stadium lol....but they all said....shit...they vowed..."I WOULD NEVER DO THAT...its too open for all to see..."...well here it is...2005...yeah they are slow on the uptake...but they made it...congratulations! :) im glad you've joined me....(well me and the rest of the world...)...i guess im writing all of this because i read the blog of one of my favorite people tonight...he is my muse for this blog entry...

i guess my question now is....why?....if i said i knew the answer they would all call me the "know it all" they all think i am lol...they would say.."what do you really know" lol...so ill ask?...why? why did you join us??...so you too could parade your thoughts and lives over the internet..??....its great isnt it!! hahahaha!!! its like your little online diary!...and ill be stealing your key from under your pillow and opening up the bottom drawer on your night stand...to sneak a peak every now and then.......i cant wait...