forever alone in love

ive known for many years now that ive walked alone in this life..

but not until tonight was i forced to apprehend the truth as it continued to flee from me...

this truth collided with my fantasy that THIS love is everlasting and would always remain right beside me...

holding my hand ever so tightly...

im rejoicing tonight that i have been given the opportunity to multiply....

I never knew just how much i would need my sunshine....

to help me through this array of blacks and grays...

i knew that one day this would all come to past...

but i ducked and dodge the obvious...

and tonight after all has been said and done...

this has been my hearts ultimate calamity...

ive walked this road soooooooo long alone..and i never once thought id have to continue with MYSELF by my side.

im sorry i couldnt be the person you dreamed...

and im sorry after all my begging and pleading that you wont recognize just who i am...

and let our paths reconnect and encounter this special love again...

the truth has manifested itself soo painstakingly obvious to me...

i cant be your accomplice in this persevering task we call life...

im forever in your debt for keeping me abundantly whole at my darkest midnight hour..

thank you..

forever..

i am melancholy but i still say thank you....

forever was always something i said with ease...

because my love for you was never blindsided by obstacles...

or pushed aside with life's lessons...

but tonight i know forever is just that...

FOREVER ALONE IN LOVE......