do you keep love letters?

do you keep love letters?? i was looking through MY BOX today.....and damn...i was crying my eyes out.......what the heck was i thinking??....why did i make some of the choices i made...and why did i help someone that didnt want my help....and in turn ruined a perfectly good relationship...its crazy....i dont regret decisions i made in my past...because if i hadnt made them... kpp wouldnt be here...i was just thinking about allllll that love from one person in THAT BOX...where did it go?? and

i was just thinking about how good it used to make me feel...and how it made me feel to just read it today...like wow...im THAT SPECIAL??!!....man...its a wonderful feeling...

and in all those letters we always said forever....
i will love you forever...
i want to be with you forever....
you are mine forever....
DOES FOREVER TRULY MEAN FOREVER??
or do you say those things because its easy...
or do you say it because you want it to be forever...
or do you really think it will be forever??...

and damn...im sitting here tonight thinking...FOREVER ISNT FOREVER...

because if it was??..................