i donno...

i donno what will happen with me and "end"...today i had a good day...but you know...its still not easy...and i said i wanted easy...

but do i really want easy??

i love when emotions are high...i get a kick out of it...no no no...dont call me a drama queen...i just love to be entertained...so would i really enjoy an easy relationship??....

when i look at my past...whenever the relationship got really easy...i did something or he did something to break up the monotony... and i enjoyed that...maybe we went on a trip...or we used to do something different...

so is easy a good adjective to describe what kinda relationship i want?? i donno...and you know when i think of a better one....ill tell you...

easy...no maybe active is a better word....i donno...but when i think about what easy means...maybe easy isnt the best word for what im looking for....