alittle

i talked to corey last night on the phone and got emotional..."ie...almosted started to cry"...so i got off the phone...

he is soo good to me...he called me as soon as he got home from work...7:26am lol...he was just calling to "check up on me"...i cherish his friendship...we are always talking about we need an easy relationship...and the best thing so far is ours...i enjoy talking to him...unlike othe folks!!!

ive been kinda feeling depressed lately...but im slowly coming out of it...i think that not having a job and my money is slowly leaving my bank account is the root cause lol...you know being a broke bastard will always make you sad...

some days i just wish though...it can be like it used to be...i used to be a broke bastard lol with a job...but still i had someone to spend my time with "dramafree"...even if all we did was eat at fast food resturants lol...or sit on the net...or ummmmm you know...we never really did anything.....but we were happy with it...you know..and when we did do things..they were the highlight of the day...lol...i loved it...it was nice...always comfortable...even if we fought...thats easy relationship...i never want to work harder at a relationship than my mate works...its not funl....but is it really one for me out there??...