okay yeah i get it now...love is hard....im talking to a friend tonight...and she just keeps saying how much she is in love with her ex..."yes! i know...love is hard" i said....but she starts to cry....and asks me how did i "get over it"...and i go on to tell her...."you never really get over it...you just try and move on...especially when you love someone deep".....so she goes on to say..."well you dont act like you are hurting..." i proceed in telling her that i try not to wear my emotions on my sleeve anymore...and that moving on and getting new friends or doing new things always helps me...
well crying crying crying...thats all i hear on the phone!....she is soooo sad...and now she will be sooo depressed!....and now all she will do is eat!...she just keeps saying the same things over and over and over again...how much she loved her and how much she is in love with her...and how much how much...damn how much all the stuff lovers say after the relationship is over....
i kinda feel sorry for her...i know how it feels to loose love...even if you are the one who said you wanted to break it off...its sad really...especially when you dont really know why....
so she keeps crying and asking me when would be a good time to date again...i said when the time is right you will know....and she proceeds in asking me when is the right time for me...and im like...."ITS NOT!"...and when i think about it..it hasnt been...every person that ive dated since "the break up"...has been well....stupid lol....with a capitol S!....3 dates lol and both ended really stupid! well have to say 2 dates..because the one guy...he cant be counted...i didnt like him from the get go but only went out with him because the "couch doctor" said i should go out and "get over it".....so right...it wasnt the "right time" for me....eventhough i didnt listen to my heart...and told myself the best way to get over love is to get on with my life...i told her love is weird...and your heart will tell you when the time is right....
man i think about zodiacs lol waaaaay too much...taurus! gemini! those bastards! hahahahaah!!!...i cant really say that though.......yeah yeah yeah...i love them both...but man...
taurus...tooo freaking slooooowww!! you know..probably singing that song they heard on the radio last night...or thinking about what they will have for lunch today...or the million arrands they should run but will never get around to even getting started.......so i say....."will you pleease come on!"....eventhough secretly i looove the fact that they dance to a simple beat...that they move at their own pace.. (just not when im in a hurry lol)....and man a taurus can turn me into a house wife lol...all they have to do is ask...got me cooking and cleaning lol and acting like an old married couple before i can blink my eyes....(secretly i love that too...the special love they give)...just dont like the boredom that comes with it! yeah if a taurus could master keeping me entertained...we could be together forever lol..or is it really their job to keep me entertained ..because i loooove cooking chicken wings...and besides ive created a new receipe lolol...hahaha...thats funny!)...but yeah..they are great lovers...slow and easy...you see how the slow can be a good thing lol....great kissers...and just great partners....the lines of communication are never busy lol...the are always all ears...but i donno...i think its me...when it comes to the taurus...i always say something too mean...or something too silly...or just too something when they are involved....who knows...
and geminis.....that godforsaken gemini...lol...only if they would communicate...lol...well i know that wont happen...but i guess if i could let go...let them be the social butterfly that they were born to be...we could have a good relationship...because seems like even my friend geminis and i are great friends...always talking...they always keep me entertained....alllwaaays...because they are always moving from one task to the next....so im constantly happy tagging along with them lol...but just the "relationship" part...not great communicators...and oooh dont cry...they cant stand to see you cry!....too many emotions that they would rather leave running than to see ...oh they will come back...they will come back with a giant stuffed animal...awww how sweet..that they picked up from the quicki mart...or buy you the finest things...and you already know im a sucker for anything digital...new aged...computerized.. and or technilogical.....so damn they got me right there...and they know how to keep me hanging on.....to every last wooord lol....but damn...i can never keep their attention long enough...well can anyone really?......because im usually talking about things they love to talk about...not knowing that they now love something totally different...and im talking about "old stuff" lol...you know the project they quite never finished and kinda forgot about...and im still asking them "how is that coming"...not knowing that they have moved on to a bigger and better idea....so now...when i ask about the old and new project...im being mean....they take it personal...deep down they are just like scorps...they take everything personal...and now they think im trying to say "why dont you ever finish anything" but in reality im just saying..."how is the project coming!" because im truley intrested...because thats what a gemini does to me...they keep me intrested...sooo damn intrested that i forget about my own life lol...im soo intrested in them...that i forgot that my girlfriend called...or my boss wants me to do something at work...because my thoughts are always consumed with them...and whatever the next thing they got going lol...
you know the funny thing?...ive learned all these things after being with these zodiacs lol...
with the gemini it was easy to figure out...because like i said we are better friends...and when i let go of the looooooooooooove thing...i understood what happened in our relationship....so i knew what to do when we were just "dating" lol..thats funny....
and the taurus...well i never know what really happened with the taurus...its like we loooooove each other sooo much and soo hard..and then something just happens...some kinda a voodoo magic or something...probably something the gemini put on me lol....but its always something in the way....something...me...them...something...
man i need a new zodiac...lol...ive tried these two lol...i need something different...or do i??...seems like i know these two well...why not just stick with them??!! lol...
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