movie night

well...last night went well...it seems like when one person seems interested..then another person comes along...well this is what happened...

okay a little background on this guy...a friend of mine introduced me to him about two years ago at some house party...and at the time i wasnt looking for anyone...so i didnt really seem interested in him.....well i guess she was talking to him recently and was talking about what she was going to get "my son" her "nephew" for christmas and he said..."wow she has a son?? is she married?".."no...she is single..really single"...he says..."she is single?" (like im a hot commodity or something come on) lol...but she says yes..and gives him my email address and phone number..he emails me like 2 weeks later lol...and we have been chatting online every since...well i had him send me a picture because i couldnt remember what he looked like (i couldnt even remember going to the party)...but once he sent me the pic i instantly remembered him AND the party..because i remember we kinda chitchatted the whole night...just kinda talking about who was at the party but not really talking about much else..

well last night...i called him and asked him did he want to just come over instead of going to the theater...he said yes... mind you id talked to a friend about this and asked her if she thought it would look like i was trying to "come on" to him by asking him to my home...she said no...so i asked.....well after he said yes...he then said in a jokingly tone..."YOU ARENT TRYING TO PUSH UP ON ME ARE YOU?" HAHAHAH.......oooh if he knew what id gone through to make sure it didnt "look" like i was "trying to push up on him" he would NOT have played around like that lol......but i just said no, laughed, and kept the conversation going...

well the reason i wanted to stay in to see a movie is because.....i didnt want to "waste" an OFFICIAL DATE...because i dont really know him that well...yeah you may say..damn thats cold...but its true...this dating scene in new to me and i want to be sure on who i let into my circle....and how quickly i let them in...because in the past ive let people just bogart their way in...and in the end i just end up getting hurt...either because i didnt know them well enough and then i finally figure out this isnt the person i should be with..my feelings get hurt...or because we just move to fast...and then before i know it...its just a mess...so this time i promised myself that i would be careful and slow...everyone is now on "my time"...so i asked him to come over...this way its not an "official date"...hahah....damn when i say that twice that does sound cold....

okay...well he couldnt find the movie we wanted to see..soooo we saw the recently out on dvd...BOURNE SUPREMECY...(it was really good)....

and we had chinese food...of course...my favvvvvorite food...and surprisingly his as well...we watched the movie...and

i always say seeing a movie on the first date is really good because you dont have to talk much...so if you dont like the person you're safe...and if you do like the person...this give you a chance to fill him or her out to see if you even want a second date...lol...

okay so it went well...we talked a little after the movie...i was getting a little antsy...because the conversation started to turn more on me...he asked me all kinds of questions...you know just making conversation......and man i haaate talking about me when i first meet people...i donno why...i just dont want people knowing soo much about me and especially when i dont know where this will lead...

so its getting late...and i let him know that its about time to go..and he says lol...this is funny..."i remember you saying you didnt get anything for christmas except two kisses from your brother and son"...(took my hand) and said lol.."i would like to add to that wonderful list of gifts"...and KISSED IT..lol..

YOU TALKING ABOUT A HUUUUGE KOOLAID GRIN ON MY FACE!! LOL...i was all smiles...i was like damn that was major game he just threw alll in my face lol...(or am i just lonely hahaha)...so i swung my hair a little bit..stepped in a little closer and gave him a big peck on the cheek...you know soft and gentle lolol...and moved back to see his face..and he had the biggest smile on his face...now with both of us smiling i knew that i either wanted another date or another kiss..lol...(i better opt for another date lol that kissing stuff gets you in trouble) lol...so once he figured out he was smiling just as much as me...he says...(i think to make small)..."you smell really fantastic"...and i laugh...i did some goofy laugh thats not even my natural laugh....man did i just doooo that?? im soo goofy lol...i didnt meant to do that goofy laugh but i did...so oooh nooo...i have to regain my composure lol and not be soo damn goofy lol (which is hard for me),...so i step closer and touch his arm gently..and say..."so do you"....well...now i think i moved a little too close because he looked at me in a weird (i want to eat you up way) and said..."i would like to see you again"...(in his ooh so nice raspy voice)...and i step back and say.."okay"...almost school girlish...with a grin on my face....he looks at me with those pretty eyes...loongest eyelashes ive seen on a man lol..and touches the door and says good night...

ooh that just happened lol...he is cute..but man is he too young for me? lol...im crazy...i think i analyze things tooo much...just go with the flow woman...everything will be okay....?? or will it??