Wednesday, December 01, 2004

does the madness ever stop? lol

man somedays i want things that i know i cant have..or cant help.....and seems like tonight is one of those nights...i want to be able to help but i really cant...i have to help from a distance..and its very hard...i have to step back and let things happen and let things work themselves out...but pains me...but you know what...i have to learn to live with what has been provided to me by my creator and except the great things he has given me...and just let gooooo!!!! im going to lay im soo tired tonight...