Tuesday, December 28, 2004

something just happened

something just happened like 20 minutes ago that has my heart raising...

ive been thinking about the propect of going out with a friend...and its been on my mind all day...im alittle scared...this will be a big step for me..its always been that we just "hung out"...we just went some place and just "hung out"...but this will be a "date"...an actual get alittle dolled up and go out...date...

im alittle nervous..

i almost feel like i should call it off...i dont feel like im ready yet...i mean damn....when will i ever be ready to cross that line...its not like i have to sleep with him or kiss him...its just a date right?? its just going out?? right?

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